Inday is back!

I've wanted to write sooner, but you know. life. i've been working like a fiend, wrapping up deadlines. i felt it in my hands, my neck, and most of all at my back. good thing i have my "dudung" who rubs my back every now and then. aww.. hehe. plus this blog has been having some sort of a writer's block. it sometimes frustrates me that i can't write about even the most mudane things that's happening to me. my narrative has somehow lost its momentum. all i can think about and concentrate on is work. this is very bad.. but just last christmas break i took the time to shut down (at least for a few days), like an electrical appliance that has been working so long that it overheated and shut itself off. and i was able to spend time at home, get enough sleep, spend sometime with family, with my boyfriend, and do just about the littlest things that i couldn't get my hands on before. but then i had to "restart" again, since i had to go back to work on the 28th and the 29th, then shut down again 'til januray 2. hay.. at least its better than nothing, right? Right. and things are back to normal again so to speak, meaning back to work, back to reality, back to the grind stone, back to the deadlines that has to be met. but it's ok, that's just how life is. i just can't believe it's 2007 already, can you? how time flies. Almost three weeks into the year, and i'm feeling pretty good, optimistic. Anyways, i hope to be able to write as often as i can here. or at least i'll TRY. hehe.

the darndest thing

Sometimes i want hours to pass like weeks and weeks to pass like years. I want more time to do the things that i want to do without feeling that i'm letting anything else suffer. Or maybe, i just need to learn the difference between confidence and delusion.
confidence: yes, i can do it.
delusion: yes, i can do it all.
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You meet people who somehow rubs you the wrong way the first time you meet them. But still you give the benefit of the doubt. But then they do something, and all of a sudden you prove to yourself that you weren't wrong in the first place. And you feel like kicking your own butt for ignoring that gut feeling inside you.
And sometimes you wonder why some rises to certain positions especially if they lack something as basic as common sense. Duh. And how they have the gall to have that fragile ego soothed. And there are those who seem so nice, but stabs you at back? Believe me, i know what you're up to. I'm just taking my sweet time. And i know what your game is. So you wanna to play pretend? Guess what, i can play that game too.

What a life.
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Suddenly this is such a lonely place to be in. I like making no sense at all. I think i'm gonna go digress for a while.

Welcome

Miss "goody-two-shoes" will have to take a hiatus. She will have to killed, buried or even cremated.

So Welcome..(drumroll please..) to bad ass inday's site.

Some things will definitely not be pretty here. Some can be pretty darned senseless. Some things are trash, some are lies- big, blatant, bare-teethed lies, some are gibberish. But it's my site, not yours. It's my passion, my inspiration, my pain in the ass. And i'm giving myself the permission to be angry, to rant about the most mudane things. And basically just to unleash the bastard in me.

So yeah, go figure or go away! But either way, thank you for being here. You're pretty damn cool. Even if you might be the one who would leave some nasty comments on my blog. At least i know you care. haha! :p


yours in crime,
Inday